Otanjoubi Omedetou!

Assalamualaikum!!

Ha..dah habis pasal si sengal Syairazi semalam. Hari ni sorang lagi aku nak uar-uarkan..cewah!

bersiap-siagalah kamu untuk ku sergah dalam blog ini yep...

makhluk ini bernama

Ihsan Syairazi

okeh,,bukan Syaingal yg semalam..(kau jgn perasan!)

die kawan alam maya aku..

die seorang yg baik, stakat ni..

comel jugak *wink2*

cume nk ucap,

Happy Birthday!

2 November 2009

sikit pesanan ;

nanti jgn jd cikgu yg nakal tau? jgn garang2..nanti ank murid takut nk tegur..

oh, lagi satu, jd la cikgu yg baik hati yg bg banyak homework..hehehe..

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Bukan syai je kwn aku yg birthdaynye bulan November..

ade lagi..

nak senang citer biar la aku ucap sekaligus dlm entry ni yep!

Muhammad Idil (schoolmate)

3 November 2009

Nor Aziyatul Izni (ketua aras 1 C3 kt matrix dlu)

21 November 2009

Hehe..selamat hari tua semua yep!

aku? bulan depan..

coincident dgn syai..

die 2 Nov

aku 2 Dec

aku muda sebulan dri die..

Yay!

Bestnye jadi org muda..!

Ahaks...

Kisah Si Kuman Manje Yg Sengal...

Assalamualaikum!!!

Alkisahnye...

(tedededededeng!) *sound effect xbleh bla*

diciptakan seorang insan

kejadiannya yg mempunyai sifat sengal semulajadi

serta kesengetannya yg terserlah

maka dinamakan makhluk itu Syed Syairazi

bos~sowie yep aku pinjam gamba dari blog kau...ngeh3!

setelah beberapa lama dia hidup,,

seiring dengan kemajuan teknologi serta penciptaan internet

maka terjoinlah dia ke group 1990 di dalam Friendster

lalu terjebak ke dalam sebuah organisasi underground

yg dimartabatkan namanya sebagai

Geng Kuman2 Manje

yg YDP nya dipegang oleh YDP Cik Siti Nor Effadila

Huhu..aku rase mmg patot la kau jadi naib YDP..

sesengal eppa, kau lagi sengal le!!

anyway, aku mengaku aku pun dah berjangkit

kesengalan serta kesengetan kau..

xpasal2 aku dah terjerumus ke dalam jurang

yg penuh dgn kuman2 manje yg sengal

n nama aku dh ditukar kepada kimmy-ngal

weh syaingal!

asal kau sengal sangat hah??

adeh~

pastu xpasal2 aku kene haruk open facebook

sbb kuman2 sume ni dah berhijrah ke facebook

maka terhasillah profile facebook aku..

serta berterima kasihlah aku kepada si sengal ini

sebab ajar aku kat fesbuk tuh..

Wei Syaingal!!!

bace neh!

good luck in your life,,

err,, terutamanya about siti..

ngek!

dun ever let her go!!

ho yeah!!

sesengal kau pun..

kau tetap member kuman aku gak...

kui3!

lagi2..

jgn ponteng keje la weh..

kureng asam tol la kau neh..

dush3!

kalo korang nak tau lebih pasal si syaingal neh..

nah link blog die...

n ntah pape tulis confession aku tuh!!!

oh lagi tentang geng kuman2 manje...klik sini

kuman!~

1.3.3.2.4!

Assalamualaikum! Ahha..aku tetibe plak terfikir nak masukkan entry ni.. xpasal2 memori2 lama asyik mengganggu hati aku. Nah, ni dia post untuk memori2 tuh!

Actually ni bukan la nak cerita pasal memori aku yg pape ntah tu. Keadaan aku skarang as some of you might know, seems like a very boring and lonely life. Yes, i do having a very boring life right now. Can't help it. Just what will happen to me after this, only God knows. But i know, what will happen tomorrow, is the best than yesterday. And what have been taken from me, will be replace by a better one.

Ah! Out of topic again!

Critics: Mrs K has a short-term loss.

Mrs K: Yes...now i admit that's true.

Aku cuma nk cakap...i feel very alone!!!! Bukan xde kawan2..tapi sume menghilang sebab masing2 ada kerja and busy and whatever. Ada yg dh lost contact. Ada yg rasa xperlu pun nk contact sbb bukannye pnting sangat kwn2 lame neh..Oh, bagi aku tak...aku rindu la korang sume! Waaaa~camne korang sume skarang yep??? Actually mungkin diorang tak contact aku pasal aku pn xcontact diorang. Ape la aku ni...

Seriously, aku rindu kwn2 sume tau! Biar la probability untuk kwn2 aku bace blog aku cume 5% je, but still, i want to let you all know, that i miss you so much..and always pray for your happiness. Maybe it's because you live with happiness, that i can smile alone sometimes. Even i've been forgotten, it's ok. At least i remember our memories clearly.

1.3.3.2.4!

I Miss You So Much!

To all my friends :

TBK Kemas Ladang 1996

*mungkin korg dh xingat..aku pun=)*

SK Gong Kapas 1997-2002

*yg geng2 std 6C tu ramai yg masih in touch*

Sheikh Abdul Malek 2003-2007

~Adeq2 angkat SHAMS

and latest

Kay eM aNd Ass (hehe)

KMNSKolej Matrikulasi Negeri Sembilan

PST 08/09

~budak2 praktikum H1P2

~budak2 kuliah H1

~ank2 buah Cg.Fazlina LDK-66

~geng2 Gua Batu Maloi

oit! xlupe kpd Roomate giler2 ku

C.3.1.9

n jiran depan C3.1.10

FaC KMNS

*yg xtua n yg xmuda*

Geng2 Anak Dara Kg Binjai Berambu

*ahaks~*

Geng2 Kuman Manje

*asalnye dari group 1990 fster then brjangkit ke facebook*

And all Bloggers and kwn2 di alam maya semua

lastly, my backbones

Heiji Hatsutori-san

&

Encik Farizz

Aku cuma nak cakap,

I miss you all and good luck in your life!

Mana-mana yg exam tu good luck in your exam!

Yg lain2 pun sama, aku doakan keselamatan korang semua.

Lastly, i really hope that i will not be forgotten...

Anda Boleh Dipercayai???

Assalamualaikum!

Aku cuma menulis mengikut kata hati. Tak mengata pada sesiapa, juga tak berkaitan dengan diri aku KECUALI dinyatakan. Takde apa sangat la yang aku nak cerita hari ni.

Aku cuma nak tanya la kan pembaca semua kan, antara lelaki dan wanita, kaum mana yg lebih dipercayai?

Lelakikah? Kenapa?

ah! Jesse McCartney yg cute. Suka stail rambutnya.

Wanitakah? Kenapa?

Kelly Clarkson pun cantik jugak. Juga sukakan stail rambutnya. XD

Tapi kan zaman sekarang ni kita dah sedia maklum, susah nak percayakan orang ni. Pada pendapat aku, lelaki yg lebih susah nk dipercayai. Aku tak kata semua, ok? Sila baca semula ayat tadi kalau rasa aku menyalahkan lelaki je. Aku cuma cakap mereka LEBIH susah nak dipercayai berbanding wanita. Tapi tapi tapi, wanita pun apa kurangnya.. kan? kan?

So, buat la kesimpulan sendiri berdasarkan pengalaman hidup dan pendirian anda. Yang penting, kepercayaan adalah yg paling utama dalam setiap perhubungan.

Sedikit nasihat untuk pembaca serta diri sendiri, jadilah orang yang boleh dipercayai. Jangan jadi pisau yg menikam belakang orang, haruan makan anak, talam dua muka dan bagai lagi la.

Honesty is the best Policy. Eh, macam aku pernah baca kat mana-mana je ayat ni. Kat mana ye?

Chokore-to...The Sign of Friendship

Assalamualaikum!

Anda kenal ini apa?

Ini?

Ini?

Dan ini?

Anda pasti?

Ini adalah coklat. In English we called Chocolate. In Japanese, Chokore-to. Everybody loves chocolate. Oh, mungkin ade jugak yg tak suka. Forget about those who doesn't like chocolate.

Aku merupakan salah seorang dari kamu, kamu, dan kamu, manusia yang gilakan coklat. Terpandang je gambar ni, dah tangkap leleh. Belum lagi tengok yang real. Kalau melintas kat Famous Amos tu pun dah x tertahan lagi. Nak pulak kalau poket tengah bekepuk-kepuk duit, mau dihabiskan ke arah benda ni je. Tapi xboleh...nafsu..nafsu..ape lagi perempuan kn yg ada 9 nafsu 1 akal, lagi la kuat perasan nak memuaskan nafsu yg 9 tu.

Si makhluk yang bernama Coklat ni pulak boleh la tahan harganye. Kalau coklat yg mahal yg orang-orang muda sekarang habiskan untuk bagi pada aweks and pakwes tu, duit tu dah boleh gune untuk pegi date and makan Sensasi Delight Set No 2 kat Pizza Hut. Porut ekau pun konyang. Haha..perbandingan yg sepatutnya ke arah kebaikan tapi alih-alih, sama jugak. Ahaks~maaf atas kesengalan Cik K. Cuma nak cakap betapa coklat ni boleh jadi lebih mahal daripada apa yg anda boleh makan kenyang2. Ada jugak yg murah macam Toblerone tu.

Critics: Apa yg best sangat tentang coklat ni? Entah la, mesti Cik K ni selalu habiskan duit beli benda ni. Sebab tu dia tau harga coklat ni sume. Childish..

Cik K: Ahem! Mr n Mrs Critics, it's my rights to buy anything because it is my money not yours. And for knowing all of these including prices of whatever, well, thanks to my 'childish' hobby that is "window shopping". Not shopping till dying to pay. *winking*

Critics: =.="

Apa yg best sangat tentang coklat? Rasanya, teksturnya, warnanya, dan punya bermacam-macam jenis dan gaya yg dicipta. Manis-manis berlemak, ditambah dengan pelbagai jenis kacang, tekstur yang lembut, kemudian dihias secantiknya untuk menarik selera orang yg melihat...Ah..sememangnya coklat. Well, no wonder ramai orang menyukainya. Tapi, disebabkan terlebih consume jugak, ramai yg terkena penyakit. Sakit gigi la, lemak la...mcm2 lagi la. Haha..nasib la sape yg xjaga kesihatan dan terlebih makan coklat tuh.

Anyway, kenapa aku keluarkan topik ni sebenarnya? Ada kaitan dengan tajuknya. Coklat itu tanda persahabatan. Aku temui kebenaran fakta ni sejak beberapa tahun lepas. Ianya bukan simbol cinta antara lelaki dan wanita semata-mata. Lebih pada tu, ianya lebih kepada kasih sayang, serta penghargaan kepada seseorang yg kita sayangi. So, bila kita temui orang yg kita rasa ingin hargai, apa kata hulurkan saja sebiji coklat padanya. Tak perlu banyak. Appreciation doesn't count in quantity.

Sahabat pun boleh dikaitkan dengan coklat. Semua suka bersahabat. Sahabat pun bermacam jenis dari luarannya. Ada yg kurus, tinggi, genit, gemuk, besar, handsome, cute, cantik...mcm2 lagi. Dari segi dalaman pula ada lagi yg berbeza. Pemarah, caring, baik, ceria, pendiam, lembut hati, berahsia, mulut banyak...semua ada. Banyak kawan, banyak la ragam kan. Kadangkala, bila kita terlalu sayangkn sahabat kita, akan berlaku kesilapan dan salah faham. Paling teruk boleh terputus sahabat. Kalau terlalu caring dikatakan jaga tepi kain orang. Overprotective, jadi mengongkong. Kalau x ambil berat sangat, dikatakan mengabaikan sahabat. Pelbagai lagi masalah yg dihadapi bila kita berhubungan dengan orang lain. Huhu..manusia ni bermacam ragam.

Tu je aku nak cerita hari ni. Till then, ja ne!

De' Village

Assalamualaikum and hello! On 23 Oct 2009 i've been in my mother's kampung in Kg. Batu Tiong, Dungun. My mother kept on pushing me to go with her so i've no choice since i don't have any important thing to do. Haha.. One of the best thing is, i've got a chance to go to the Pantai Batu Pelandok and swim in it!!! haha.. xD I'm not going to tell much about this 'holiday'. Let these pictures follows...

this is my late grandmother's house. now it used to be rented. this is the place where my mother was grown up after moving from Kg. Seberang Takir.

my aunt's house. it is next to the grandmother's house. she is my mother's older sister. i used to live here with her since i was a child years ago.

tadaa! (nyempat je posing)

then, on the way home, me n my mother stop by at Lempeng Restaurant for lunch.

near the restaurant

behind mother is Kapas Island.

Ja Ne!

Am I Understand What Love Is?

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Warning:

Any of this entry is from the writer's own ideas and some maybe from other persons' ideas.

*haha..sengal*

Assalamualaikum! Hi everybody! How are you today? May Allah Bless you. ^^ While i'm taking my bath just now (is it necessary to tell this?? =.=!), i've been thinking about posting this entry. Haha..well, bathroom is the only place where my mind will have some peace and get some wonderful ideas. Ahaks~

Do i understand what love is? Oh, this question was actually for you all the readers! But, i'm kinda like to have a catchy title so, gomenasai (it means 'sorry') if you think that you were being cheated by the title. Haha! So, do answer it with your own idea ^^. What love really is? Is it only created for a relationship between man and woman?

Love is in the air. I often heard it. Love is widely open. We all live in God's Love. We all die because God Loves us the Most. Love is not only created just for human especially between man and woman. Love to your parents, your family, your friends, your wife, your husband, your children, your soul mate, even yourself. If you wants to love somebody, love yourself first.

Besides, some of you also loves animals, natures, your own belongings, and the Earth. It is normal for a human to love something. It is a special gift from our God. We should appreciate it by taking care of what we loved.

But, in this world nowadays, i've seen many people are not thankful for the gift. The gift of love. Or to be more precise, lost of the 'brain'. People who has a brain, but did not use it in a right way. Betrays their own love. Destroys anything that they had loved before. Mostly people that did not love themselves. Destroys their own life. There are so many things that will make people loss their dignity as a human.

You will never know what love really is, until you have truly loved...

And you will never know what pain really is, until you have lost it...

Ah, whatever it is, love yourself before you love somebody. And when you already love someone, be faithful and take care of your love ones. Also, when you love somebody, don't hesitate to let them know that you love them. Although you may show your love by actions, but for saying that you love them by words, is the most joyful moments for them. Words of love will create a great feelings for that person. But, for me, i still didn't have a strength to say those words to my beloved ones. Even do, i still want you to do this to your loved ones.

I love you

Ai shi teru

Te amo

Sayang kamu

Tumse pyar karte hu

Wo ai ni

Uhibbuhum

This is some examples of quotes of love. There is other words that are kind of "hidden" meaning. This depends on yourself. You may use other words rather than 'Love' itself.

I am really pity of myself for not having the strength to express love by words to my loved ones even to oka-san. x_x

P/S : Love yourself before you love somebody.

Oh! My Precious Hobby! ^,^

Assalamualaikum! Since the last entry, i've been dying to think of posting a new post about myself.. huh? About myself again? Fuh~it'll be boring.

Critics: Yeah,, it's always about you and your stupid hobbies. Why don't you post some entries about what happens in the world now?? Readers maybe (absolutely!) boring about all of these childish side of you.

Mrs K: Talking about childish..eh?*smirking* Sorede~if you already 'known' about my childish acts and hobbies, you should just keep your mouth shut and bear with my childish behaviors!!! Well, do i cares about you? This is my blog and i'll write anything i want!!!

Critics: How childish...=_='

I do have some empty time for me to do anything i like. Well, i'm always a normal person though! Ahem..*coughing* So, about my hobby, eh? Erm..the most obvious hobby that i have that maybe some of you will know is surfing! Of course~this time i always surfing. Friendster, Myspace, Fac KMNS Forum, IluvIslam.com, AnimeSeries.com, Blogger, playing online games and sometimes searching for someone i know. Haha..i'm some kind of perv! Ok pardon me if i'm being so random.

Herm,, i do love anime! Hihi.. that's the childish part that all the CRITICS up there was yelling about.

Critics: Wh..? Yelling? How rude you are!

Mrs K: Ahh.. i think i should call someone here to shut your mouth up.. Sebastian!

Sebastian: Yes, My beautiful Princess. *bow*

Mrs K: Ahh..! I'm really daydreaming of having a charming guy like Sebastian be my bodyguard.*nose bleeding* Oh, maybe my lover.. Kya!!! ^^

Sebastian: Huh... having a lover like you? That'll always be my worst horrible nightmare.*devilish smile*

Mrs K: You're so cold.

Oh, do you know who is Sebastian? The Black Butler. A very handsome guy! Thihihi.. Oh well, this is the bad effect of being addicted to anime too much. But i'll make sure this craziness will end when i'm entering the class this November. I swear to myself! Ganbatte, Kimmy-chan! Ahaks~

Huh.. although i really have so much time left before flying, i still doing such stupid things and wasting much precious times. Knowing that then, i should find some medical books and study...oh actually i do have two medical books, but it is oka-sama's old books when she was training for nursing, 35 years ago! Haha.. oka-sama always good at keeping important things ^^.

But then, when i start to read those books, my eyes start to turn sleepy. It's not like when i'm reading my-oh-so-many comics collection!!! Kyaa!! Thihihi...should change that habit also! Ganbatte!

Ah, i've ran from the topic again! = ='

I also like driving and strolling (huh, betul ke perkataan nie?) to the city. Like in Kuala Terengganu, i always go to the beaches. Well, i love to be at the beach. Then, i also like to play bowling and watching movies at cinema (Oh, i only do this outside Terengganu because there is NO cinema here...kind of sad,huh?).

Oh, i really, really loves anime! Haha.. i don't know until when did my addiction to anime will end. ^,^ Hehe..

There is something that i 'll not tell about my-not-so-secret hobby in this entry. Hmm, maybe i'll make an entry about it. I don't promise it! Hehe.. till then, see you later!

Before This, I Used To...

Assalamualaikum!!! Setelah lama x menulis entry (such a liar!!!) sejak entry lalu dipost aroundpukul 1400pm tadi. Ahaks~terasa begitu lama bagi manusia yg tiada kerja nak buat. (really wants to make all of you jealous) Thihihi.. ok, aku sengal.

This entry was 100% about myself. Tak kisah la orang nk judge personaliti aku mcm mane pun. Something in your mind, do drop your comments k! ^^

Red. The color of Passion. Courages. Blood. Anger. Sacrifice. Fire. Love. Before this, I used to love red so much. The color that catches the eyesight first. Everything about me, is full of red. The Red-Obsession of mine. My obsession to red, exceeds everything. I really, really loves red.

Just like Madam Red, Ciel's Aunt in Kuroshitsuji, also known as Aunt Anne. She really loves red. Her natural hair color. The passionate Crimson red.

How the red color catches my eyes, also my heart deeply fall in love to a person. When i was still a child, i don't know how to describe the 'love' to that person. But, somehow, when i'm in the middle of teen ages, i finally found the real meaning of love to the person. My feelings of love to the person, same to my love to the color of red. I finally can describe my feelings by the color. The Passionate color. The Red Obsession.

Until that time, when my heart finally broke. When that person would never been loved by me anymore. When that person already have his own love. When i really can't look at that person's eyes anymore. When i've only can look at that person from behind. When i know it's already too late. Until i realized how love at the first sight really hurts.

How love at the first sight to that person begins to disappear, my obsession to the red color also fades. How easy i am. Easily to fall, easily to being hurt. But, no one knows how i tend to endure the pain. How i begins to have my own strength again. How i rebuilt my own personality.

I am now, is really different from i am before. 90% of my personality has changed. I sometimes didn't recognize my own self. At that time, i also did not love the color red anymore. But i still used it, to remind the memories. Now, i am engulfed by the darkness of the black. I am now, really, really loves black. The Black Temptation. Darkness. Fears. Silence. Mystery. Secret. Now, i really loves black. Like a best friend of mine, Heiji-san. We do love black so much. Until now, until now.

This is the real story. Written by the Black and Red lover. The MindReader. Yes, I am.

_Rottkappchen stands for The Little Red Riding Hood_

Continue from Last Night

Assalamualaikum!!!

Huhuhu..mcm pelik je aku nye post ade sambungan yg semalam lagi. Macam x pernah dibuat orang je..kui3. Erm,mungkin ending post aku agak senget smalam. Ah, lantak ar, meh aku betulkan ape yg senget tu yek. Actually dah xde ape pun, tu je yg aku nak citer. Cehs~sengal. Ape yg aku tertinggal cuma lah beberapa keping gambar tentang kejadian semalam serta beberapa pertukaran tarikh yg agak membuatkan aku rase san

gat ingin mencarut. Aduh, aku cume akan mencarut dlm hati je, xkan ditulis dalam blog ye.

Awal pagi tadi aku dah dikejutkan dengan panggilan dari Klinik Oncologi HUSM tentang tarikh SRS yang ditukar dari 4 November 2009 kepada 11 November 2009. Seminggu delay. Dan disebabkan penukaran tersebut maka tarikh flight aku ke Egypt akan ditunda lagi ke tarikh 20 November 2009. Dan semua perkara yg berlaku ni akan membuatkan hidup aku bertambah huru-hara!

Huru-hara tu maksud aku,

Budak2 Dental lain dah mula belajar sejak awal bulan Oktober lagi

+

aku masih di Malaysia xbuat ape2 pun lagi

=

Hell!

Betul-betul nak bunuh aku. Aku akan ketinggalan sebulan setengah dari yg lain. Ape yg aku fikirkan, mampu ke aku catch-up segala menatang yang dah orang lain belajar selama sebulan stengah tu?? Bukan xboleh belajar sendiri, tapi belajar tanpa guru yg mengajar tu perkara yg agak mustahil bagi manusia logikal macam aku. Dah la course ni kritikal.

Pengkritik : Tapi tapi tapi...yang Cik K ni gatal sangat ambil course ni apehal? Dah la tau diri tu sakit masih lagi cari pasal. Itu lah manusia. Tak sedar akan kemampuan sendiri.

Cik K : *staring* Huh! Aku punye suka! Aku yg akan belajar, bukan kau! Aku dah buat keputusan dan aku akan hadapinya sendiri. Aku bukannye akan susahkan korang wahai pengkritik sekalian.

Pengkritik : =.=' *stunned*

Sambung2, oka-san pun dah fed-up jugak dengan postpone memostpone neh (maaf aku merosakkan bahasa Inggeris). Asyik2 call orang MedicMesir nk postpone je. Kesian jugak oka-san menebalkan muka call office MM selalu. Aku kesian sangat dengan oka-san ni. Aku rasa aku lah anak yg paling susahkan dia. Aku dah susahkan dia dengan banyak perkara. Aku selalu jugak keluarkan air mata bila fikirkan yg aku banyak buat air matanya keluar. Oka-san pun kesian jugak dengan nasib aku ni. Perangai dah elok tapi kena dengan ujian lain pulak. Herm...

Aku x kisah la tentang ni. Memang agak fed-up tapi bila fikirkan yg aku dah pilih jalan ni, lalui je la. Harap aku x gagal memilih jalan ni.

*elok - aku betul-betul maksudkannya.

ni jalan kat dlm Klinik Oncology

ni la head frame yg aku citer semalam. menakutkan tak?

bangunan wad HUSM

P/S - Dan aku terfikir, mungkin Allah aturkan sesuatu yg lebih baik bila aku terpaksa postpone lagi pengajian aku.

Sleepy but still~

Assalamualaikum! Hihi.. How are you guys? Hope you will always peace in Allah's love (^o^),, Oh, it's already 0030 am and i'm just start writing..hihi..actually i've been stunned into someone's blog from 2000 pm until just now and i think those people who loves to read about teenager's topics especially about girls will be stuck there like me..(i really was!) want to know more? just go through this link! The main reason why i'm writing this post is to share about what happened today (actually,yesterday already)..

Today i wake up early just after azan subuh. This is because we'll (me,oka-sama and otou-sama) be going to the HUSM for the appointment with the doctors to fix the date for SRS (Stereotactic Radiosurgey). After having discussions with the doctors, 4th November 2009 will be the lucky date for me.. thihihi..seriously lucky because my flight to Egypt was on 15th November 2009 so i still have 10 days to recover after the SRS. But now, i didn't want to tell more about going to Egypt.

I've been given full explanations about the SRS, the effects and the procedures also. I've also been googled some more informations about the SRS i'll be going through. How curious of me..ahaha..xD

This is some informations that i've got from the doctors and some was copied from this website.

What is SRS (Stereotactic Radiosurgery)?

SRS treats brain disorders with a precise delivery of a single, high dose of radiation in a one-day session. Focused radiation beams are delivered to a specific area of the brain to treat abnormalities, tumors or functional disorders.

What is the procedures according to my case (Cerebral AVM)

I'll be wearing a round-shaped 'frame' (i still can't find the real name on the website) on my head. It'll be screwed into my head in four holes, two at the front and two at the back (it was the real screw). After that, Brain CT Scan will be performed and also i'll be going through Angiogram again..yes, the painful procedure i've already mentioned for several times before...and the last thing is the real Radiosurgery. But, i've been told that the overall procedures will be a whole day period..that's because there will be more waiting (and wasting) time rather than the procedure itself. *sigh*

huh..i really don't have any other ideas to write about. Actually i'm already sleepy now but still trying hard to finish this post. ahh~i really can't stand it now!!! Gotta go to sleep now. I'll continue about this story tomorrow k...*phew*~