For you.

Assalamualaikum~

I hope my feelings will reach to you. Everything I'm doing now, I do it for you. I'm sorry if I've done something wrong to you, that you ask me to let you go. I really can't let you go, really, even if I'm trying it thousands of times. I want to take one step at a time with you, I'm not rushing you to do something we can't achieve now.

It's hard for me without you here. I took every minutes slowly, just to remember everything about you. I don't know why, but I feel that you will walk away from me in any time from now. It's like you want to disappear from me.

It's hard crying alone thinking about how can I go on without you anymore...

Don't ask me to let you go, because I really wouldn't want to.

How to say it...like...

I let it fall, my heart,
And as it fell you rose to claim it,
It was dark and I was over,
Until you kissed my lips and you saved me

My hands, they're strong
But my knees would fall too weak
To stand in your arms
Without falling to your feet

But there's a side to you
That I never knew, never knew
All the things you'd say
They were never true, never true
And the games you'd play
You would always win, always win

But I set fire to the rain
Watch it pour as I touched your face
Well, it burned while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

When I lay with you
I could stay there
Close my eyes
Feel you here forever
You and me together
Nothing gets better

'Cause there's a side to you
That I never knew, never knew
All the things you'd say
They were never true, never true
And the games you'd play
You would always win, always win


But I set fire to the rain
Watch it pour as I touched your face
Well, it burned while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

I set fire to the rain

And I threw us into the flames

Well, it felt something died

'Cause I knew that there was the last time, last time

Sometimes I wake up by the door

The heart you caught must be waiting for you

Even now when we're already over

I can't help myself from looking for you

I set fire to the rain
Watch it pour as I touched your face
Well, it burned while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

I set fire to the rain

And I threw us into the flames

Well, it felt something died

'Cause I knew that there was the last time, last time

Let it burn

Let it burn

Let it burn

Adele~

P/S : I love Adele's voice. It is strong, high notes, and full of emotions.

It's another hectic season of my life~

Assalamualaikum~

Welcome new semester, second year Dentistry. Ya, result aku dah keluar, Alhamdulillah dapat naik tahun. Aku sangat-sangat bersyukur dengan keputusan ni. Terima kasih mak kerana mendoakan saya. This semester, aku masih belajar beberapa general medical subjects, tambahan beberapa dental subjects, dan tak lupa beberapa subjek agama.

*Tarik nafas panjang-panjang*

1. General Microbiology
2. General Pathology
3. General Pharmacology
4. Crown & Bridge
5. Restorative Dentistry
6. Prosthodontics
7. Oral & Dental Biology
8. Al-Quran
9. Fiqh
10. Tafseer
11. Evolution of Fiqh

*Fuh~*

Bila baca list macam ni pun agak breathtaking la jugak kan, ni belum lagi mengalami belajar semua ni. Boleh naik gila la aku. Kepala oh kepala... Kelas dah berjalan selama 2 minggu, semua subjek dah dikenalpasti learning objectives dan aku terasa agak nervous dengan subjek-subjek tahun ni because kebanyakan students yang sangkut ialah ketika berada di tahun ni. Boleh dikatakan tahun ni adalah tahun angker bagi pelajar dentistry. Tahun depan pulak dah masuk practical year. Gulp.

Musim sejuk semakin menghampiri. Aku mengharapkan semuanya baik-baik belaka. Aku tak mahu bersedih lagi, kerana aku sudah punya sebab kenapa aku perlu teruskan impian aku. Aku inginkan seseorang itu. Aku takkan lepaskan dua-dua : cita-cita dan orang yang aku sayang. Jadi, jalan yang terbaik ialah menjauhkan diri, supaya aku dapat tumpukan perhatian aku terhadap cita-cita aku, disamping hati aku tetap kukuh dengan keinginan terhadap dia.

Oh Tuhan, cepat la masa berlalu. Aku ingin kembali ke tempat asal ku. Aku rindukan mak. Aku ingin kembali ke tempat yang sepatutnya aku berada. Tuhan, tabahkan hati mak, kentalkan hatinya apabila dia ingin menangis, hilangkanlah kesakitan di hatinya. Aku betul-betul ingin berada disampingnya ketika di saat dia memerlukan seseorang kerana hati aku tau, dia sedang kesunyian... Walaupun mak mungkin dah tak baca blog ni, tapi saya nak mak tau yang saya sangat sayangkan mak, walaupun kadang-kadang saya susah nak berhubung dengan mak. I love you very much~

Ja ne!